Friday, December 28, 2012

allergies SUCK...

So I started school on Monday, but Thursday and Friday I was out sick... due to allergies turns out I'm allergic to a lot.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

My Astrology charts...

I decided to post my astrology charts here instead of looking them up each time I want to look at them. I don't have 100% faith in astrology but I know that a lot of the stuff that is "said" below is true about me. I did two charts, one for my due date and one for my birth day, both of these charts apply to me it some way or another. 

March 8 1996
 
9:50 PM Time Zone is CST
 
Garland, TX 

Rising Sign is in 02 Degrees Scorpio 
You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism. 

Sun is in 18 Degrees Pisces. 
Extremely sensitive and emotional, you absorb the emotions of others (whether positive or negative) like a sponge. Emotionally vulnerable, you are easily upset and tend to cry readily. You are at your best when you can structure your environment in such a way that you are surrounded by positive, upbeat people. You are very helpful and understanding of the needs of others. Indeed, at times this can be a disadvantage, because you can be a sucker for anyone who needs help. Shy, dreamy, romantic in nature, you delight in retreating into your private fantasy world. Just be careful that you do not get lost in it! Trust your intuitions -- you may be quite psychic. 

Moon is in 03 Degrees Scorpio. 
Your feelings are very intense, never superficial. You tend to be either very angry or very sad or completely and totally happy. Your moods are deep, extreme and not always completely understood by yourself or by those with whom you have to deal. Emotionally, you tend to prefer to live at the cutting edge of life, pushing your reactions to the ultimate extremes, even if the results are dangerous or upsetting. You are easily jealous and very suspicious -- you require a great deal of emotional reassurance. A good detective, you are very curious about deep and mysterious things, especially human nature and motivations. Be careful not to be ruthless, tactless or too overly frank or you will meet with much resistance from others. 

Mercury is in 02 Degrees Pisces. 
Your ideas and thought processes do not come to you in an orderly, logical fashion. Instead, you think with your feelings or with images produced by your rich and fertile imagination. A very subjective person, your dreams and fantasies are very important to you. You trust your intuitions and tend to reject ideas that are based solely on logic. Very impressionable, you are sensitive to the moods and emotional states of those with whom you come into contact. 

Venus is in 03 Degrees Taurus. 
You are known to be a warm and affectionate person, and you tend to form long- lasting attachments. The reverse of this is that you can also be quite possessive once you have made a commitment. The beauty, luxury and comfort of your surroundings are important to you and you will devote much time and energy to making your home just right. Beware of your tendency toward self-indulgence, especially with respect to eating incorrectly. You also need outside stimuli to get you in gear When things come too easily for you, you can be lazy and indolent. 

Mars is in 17 Degrees Pisces. 
Very sensitive and vulnerable, it is difficult for you to assert yourself. At times, you feel quite tired and you will require a lot of sleep in order to maintain your health and your strength. You are at your best when you act without your ego being important. You can be very unselfish and considerate of the needs of others. You get the most satisfaction by giving to others when you expect nothing in return. Beware of a tendency to want always to work behind the scenes or to become overly deceptive by doing things behind others' backs. 

Jupiter is in 13 Degrees Capricorn. 
You tend to feel that the only results that are worthwhile are the results that are concrete and demonstrable. You distrust abstract solutions and appreciate measurable achievements. An excellent organizer and planner, you are optimistic as well as practical and realistic about what can and what cannot happen. Very responsible, you consider it a personal weakness to be wrong about anything. This makes you appropriately cautious. You are very efficient but you tend to be cool and detached. 

Saturn is in 26 Degrees Pisces. 
Your tendency to think that your life is out of control is based on an unreasonable fear, probably connected with an unfortunate experience with the person who filled the father figure role in your early life. Learn to take responsibility here and now for your own life. Try to stop having unrealistic expectations about guide figures. Remember that they are merely human, with all the same faults and self-doubts that you have. When you get confused or uncertain, try to simplify your lifestyle -- things will then become easier to bear. 

Uranus is in 03 Degrees Aquarius. 
You, and most of your peer group as well, are reformers at heart. You want to make positive changes that will benefit society as a whole. You are willing to devote your time and energy to see that they come about, especially if the proper group support and combined purpose of will can be found. Be careful that your devotion to group goals does not produce too much friction or neglect in your own interpersonal one-on-one relationships. 

Neptune is in 27 Degrees Capricorn. 
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts. 

Pluto is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius. 
For your entire generation, society's cherished beliefs and totems will be radically changed. Many traditional concepts will be totally altered, if not completely destroyed. The rights of individuals to pursue their own course in life will be reasserted. 

N. Node is in 17 Degrees Libra. 
You find it very difficult to be comfortable being alone -- you would much prefer to be in an environment where many people are working together toward common goals. Your charming and sincere approach to others assures your popularity -- you have the gift of being able to ease tensions just by your mere presence. You're the perfect "team player" willing to sacrifice your own importance so that the group goal can be accomplished. Be careful, however, not to become overly dependent on your interactions with others -- you have personal private needs that should not be neglected. 


V.S.

March 22 1996
9:50 PM Time Zone is CST
Garland, TX

Rising Sign is in 13 Degrees Scorpio
You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism.

Sun is in 02 Degrees Aries.
By nature, you are very energetic and high-spirited. You are fiercely independent -- you must be first in everything you do, and you enjoy taking risks. You are the one who will rush in where angels fear to tread. Quite brilliant at initiating new projects, you are terrible at following them through to completion. You are an enthusiastic leader but you tend to be a reluctant follower. Often you are quick to anger, but you usually recover just as fast, regretting later things you said when you were upset. One of your best traits is that you are simple and direct, blunt and honest -- just be careful you do not hurt others' feelings. Your need to be competitive at all costs may provoke resistance from others, but, as long as you maintain your usual Sunny good humor, this should not prove to be a major problem for you.

Moon is in 18 Degrees Taurus.
Warmth, comfort, security and familiar surroundings are necessary for you to feel at ease. Very loving and affectionate, you prefer a steady, patterned way of life. Patient, calm and steadfast, you are not easily upset. Others look to you for support. You tend to be a slow starter and a slow mover -- others may try to rush you, but they will never succeed. Emotionally, you are quite stubborn -- your attitudes about people and things were firmly set in your youth and will change very little as an adult. You are also very cautious and conservative about spending money. It is not that you are selfish, you just need to feel secure. Beware of a tendency to become overly complacent and too self-satisfied.

Mercury is in 27 Degrees Pisces.
Your ideas and thought processes do not come to you in an orderly, logical fashion. Instead, you think with your feelings or with images produced by your rich and fertile imagination. A very subjective person, your dreams and fantasies are very important to you. You trust your intuitions and tend to reject ideas that are based solely on logic. Very impressionable, you are sensitive to the moods and emotional states of those with whom you come into contact.

Venus is in 18 Degrees Taurus.
You are known to be a warm and affectionate person, and you tend to form long- lasting attachments. The reverse of this is that you can also be quite possessive once you have made a commitment. The beauty, luxury and comfort of your surroundings are important to you and you will devote much time and energy to making your home just right. Beware of your tendency toward self-indulgence, especially with respect to eating incorrectly. You also need outside stimuli to get you in gear When things come too easily for you, you can be lazy and indolent.

Mars is in 28 Degrees Pisces.
Very sensitive and vulnerable, it is difficult for you to assert yourself. At times, you feel quite tired and you will require a lot of sleep in order to maintain your health and your strength. You are at your best when you act without your ego being important. You can be very unselfish and considerate of the needs of others. You get the most satisfaction by giving to others when you expect nothing in return. Beware of a tendency to want always to work behind the scenes or to become overly deceptive by doing things behind others' backs.

Jupiter is in 14 Degrees Capricorn.
You tend to feel that the only results that are worthwhile are the results that are concrete and demonstrable. You distrust abstract solutions and appreciate measurable achievements. An excellent organizer and planner, you are optimistic as well as practical and realistic about what can and what cannot happen. Very responsible, you consider it a personal weakness to be wrong about anything. This makes you appropriately cautious. You are very efficient but you tend to be cool and detached.

Saturn is in 28 Degrees Pisces.
Your tendency to think that your life is out of control is based on an unreasonable fear, probably connected with an unfortunate experience with the person who filled the father figure role in your early life. Learn to take responsibility here and now for your own life. Try to stop having unrealistic expectations about guide figures. Remember that they are merely human, with all the same faults and self-doubts that you have. When you get confused or uncertain, try to simplify your lifestyle -- things will then become easier to bear.

Uranus is in 03 Degrees Aquarius.
You, and most of your peer group as well, are reformers at heart. You want to make positive changes that will benefit society as a whole. You are willing to devote your time and energy to see that they come about, especially if the proper group support and combined purpose of will can be found. Be careful that your devotion to group goals does not produce too much friction or neglect in your own interpersonal one-on-one relationships.

Neptune is in 27 Degrees Capricorn.
You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.

Pluto is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius.
For your entire generation, society's cherished beliefs and totems will be radically changed. Many traditional concepts will be totally altered, if not completely destroyed. The rights of individuals to pursue their own course in life will be reasserted.

N. Node is in 17 Degrees Libra.
You find it very difficult to be comfortable being alone -- you would much prefer to be in an environment where many people are working together toward common goals. Your charming and sincere approach to others assures your popularity -- you have the gift of being able to ease tensions just by your mere presence. You're the perfect "team player" willing to sacrifice your own importance so that the group goal can be accomplished. Be careful, however, not to become overly dependent on your interactions with others -- you have personal private needs that should not be neglected. 

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

why is this SUCH a big deal?!?

so I'm doing it! I'm gunna go to high school! and everyone is making it out to be the biggest change of my life. what's the big deal, so what I've been home-schooled since first grade and I'm suppose to be going in to my Junior year of high school... it's not like I don't know what other people look like or how to tell some one to back out of my "space" if they try to mess with me.

but...

there is the flip side of this coin I'm so scared that this won't be good and that people will be the idiots I think they are! I'm scared this will turn into one of the days I look back and say
 "damn, I wish I had never done that! I should have stayed being home schooled!"

oh well... we'll see how it all works out in two weeks.

2012-08-12 wes' bday!


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One of my best friends Weslee turned 16 so we had a beach weekend  party. and what a blast it was!

silly?

So... I'm not very good at sharing my feelings with a human being, and I thought maybe if I could get in the hang of saying my feelings here I could share this with others or be able to look back at this and laugh at how silly I was/am. 

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

random posts


Before you freak, out this isn't all of the Role playing this is just some of my posts. I've  color coded this post so you will know who's point of view is whose. My OOC is purple. John or Lexy's older brother is a Slytherin so his POV is in green. And Lexy is a Hufflepuff so her POV is yellowie-orange.

“Well then, if you’re not interested then I’ll be taking my leave but just so you know if I where you I’d watch my back. It wouldn’t be because of me, my sister has Professor Plinker helping her I saw it with my own eyes. And Lexy isn’t likely to leave someone out; she’d most likely play a trick on everyone. Then again you might be lucky enough to escape everything unfazed But where’s the fun in that.” says John with a look on his face that says are you really going to let this chance to spice things up around the castle pass you by? “Before I go I would like to know, how does this eerie quite NOT bother you? I understand the lone wolf thing but as a people we all need someone to help us cope with life weather or not it throws us a fast ball. A chance for us to change is a chance to see things in a new light maybe see things we missed before; believe Me.” john shrugs. “Or not.”  He says turning to leave.  Turning back around sharply john says. “I pity a man who can’t see what’s all around him! The sun is out, you’re not wasting away, you’re not dying from some strange disease, and the word is only partly off its rocker!” as John finishes a small smile escapes his angry façade, but the smile fades as well as the angry mask and concern. “You need to learn to let go of things you cannot control, if you don’t than a lone wolf is all you’ll ever be. I speak from experience; it’s no fun being a lone wolf fretting over things that cannot be changed now while everyone else is enjoying themselves, some because they’re carefree and others that deal with similar problems as you just they’re better at hiding it.”   “Really?” john said dumbfounded. “I thought you would have punched me and walked away... well then as to what to do to prank Alexa we find someone to plant a spy device and lay in wait until she strikes, I think you could enchant a brick that acts like a walkie-talkie in the Hufflepuff dorm and make the other end be a brick in your room so one of us always knows what she’s up to. I’ll see if I can get the Professor to spill anything.” “Have you never done magic through a wall?” john asks with a bewildered look upon his face. “fine I’ll enchant the brick, and you get Plinker to spill the beans as it were. But give NO hint as to what you’re up to!” john says turning to leave then turning back around he says. “any questions, because if not I’ll be leaving.”  

Lexy thinks hard but still hasn’t thought of anything yet, still thinking hard Lexy pulls out both Marauders’ Maps the original and then the copy she had made for Vlad. Tapping the original and saying the incantation, she looks for John seeing that someone else is talking to him she starts to wonder who it could be just then an idea pops in to her head. “Would it be to mean if tonight we enchanted the plates at dinner to put back anything that someone puts on them until one of us yelled for the headmistresses to do something about it? And who is   Shendijiro Takahashi because I think my brother just convinced them to help him prank someone and that someone could be me, and if it is then I need to come up with another prank to get him back?”   “So I think you should tell the headmistress what all is going to go down so we don’t upset her, and I talk to the house elves about the plates I bet they would find it funny and would be glad to help. Now I just need to figure out something to prank john and his new friend.” Lexy says with a smile. “Oh” Lexy says in a small meek voice, one that is barely audible to Plinker when he’s only a foot or more away. “I’ve got to see what’s for dinner. Bye Professor thanks for your help.” Lexy says on her way out of the great hall with all her things in her arms.

In a soft voice to Plinker, Lexy says. “So it’s all set. Tonight I hope I can keep a straight face so is not to ruin all our ‘hard’ work.” She pauses just long enough to think everything over, then sharply turns her head and says. “Did you tell Miss Dawn or will she not know what’s going down?” Lexy face looks as if she’s afraid that the Headmistress will expel her, for something as silly as this. But then again Lexy doesn’t want the Headmistress to not like her so maybe she does have something to worry over. “and just how are we suppose that we can’t eat on the plates? And what of the headmistress did you tell her or not?” Lexy says with a small smile.